it is 7:34am right now.
I have a final for one of my classes at 8am.

I just showered, but I don't want to get up and go. All I want to do is curl up in my bed and SLEEP.

i have class.
and im gonna skip/

i have this weird bump on the back of my head....
i've had it my whole life....
and i think its a bad thing......oh well! lol

ya im madly in love w/ this kid in high school band....
before we redid my room, i had 897 horses in it...on the walls, in my books, my models, etc...ya a little obsessed lol
me and my friend secretly pass notes....but ssshhh its a secret hahaha

i always fall for the wrong guys.

and thats my story =]

i only have 2 more finals before my life ends.

and I want sonic.

Taylor?

I skipped school yesterday.
i was "sick"

I'm afraid not to be at lunch with all of my friends, because i know they are saying things about me.

more later

-i'm very afraid of being "disliked" by anyone.
-i hide behind my smile
-i miss highschool, and my friends from highschool, i want to relive senior year.
-i'm so so so scared of failure. and growing up.
-i'm not a jealous person, @ all. some think i am. but i'm not.
-i used to have alot of eating problems.


the end?

haha

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today i forged my mum's signature.
i like someone who is my mothers BEST friend's grandson.I have since I was like,7.
I pray everyday that my school bus doesnt come.
sometimes,i want to punch my latin teacher.
i have a crush on my latin jeopardy teacher.
i hang out with boys more than i do with girls.girls at my school are just..ew.
im always nervous.
my hands always shake.
i am always jealous of people and i always think people have a better life than me
my mother has no idea how much stress she puts me under
everything is about school in my family
if somethings wrong,i'll just say "i'll deal with it later" but when the time comes,i dont do it and i just think that i shouldve done it before.
i sit alone at lunch every day except for tuesdays
i hate cliques

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- i think i'm ugly.
- i'm jealous of people with a nice smile & straight hair.
- i'm afraid i'll never get a boyfriend.
- i'm scared of dying.
- i'm scared about what might happen to me in the future.
- i'm afraid of what people think of me.

yeah...

-im super insecure.
-i judge people.
-i hate my life right about now.
-i envy people alot.
-i have absolutely no clue of what im gonna do in life and that scares the crap out of me
-im always shy and nervous around people
-i feel so pathetic because im 15 and never been kissed
-i don't feel comfortable when im around my friends
-i fall for guys real quick and get over them real quick