i miss high school. i miss my friends and i miss the school. i had some of the best teachers who have impacted my life deeply. they started school wednesday and it makes me feel like i am behind and need to go to class.
the worst part is i haven't even gone to college yet and i'm feeling this.

seriously im going though so much right now and people dont even know me, cant people just leave me alonee, stop harping on me b.c of an opinion.


godddd.
i cant stand people theese days, im going through so much and i dont even have anyone to talk to so just back offf me, you dont know me i dont need your shit.

i can't wait for when that person stabs you in the back. like seriosuly its bound to happen, that person isn;t has perfect and trust worthing as everyone thinks that person is.

im really hoping that i dont get screwed out of going on tuesday. i have been looking forward to it soo much, but then again i always get screwed out of things....

ugh was things have to be so hard, even though i am 3439490234 miles away. ugh i freaking hate drama..why can't people just leave me out of it..

Damnit grow up already. It would do good if you would actually listen for once, and yeah, stop calling me and asking about futile things. Frankly you annoy me.

I have a mountain of homework and presentations I should do, but I doubt I ever will. It IS rather unfair for all of you guys to just set up the experiment while I do all the talking and presentation. I am rather sick of you getting it your way just because you can use your charm on people. Sure, you're pretty, sure you're smart, it doesn't mean you can get away with everything.

Why do you have to be so mean?

I can barely deal with all of the blatant stupidity and ignorance on this forum anymore.

seriously, max. i have given you chances time and time again. first you lie to me. then you tell me you blew all that money on cigarettes and shit in langkawi without actually knowing how much you spent. and then you ignore me for yelling at you - i yelled at you because i care. if you didn't mean so much to me i'd have laughed it off. but seriously. i don't deserve this silent treatment. i don't deserve the hurt you caused me today.

and you're going to get some right back.


what kills me is that i still love you.

PACKING SUX 9 DIX

OH AND I HATE MY HAIR CUT.
IT'S TOO SHORT. I MISS MY LONG HAIR :'[

get over yourself.

i have a binge eating disorder.

don't say its normal. because it's not.. not for me anyways.. when i was fourteen i started starving myself like a week, then the next week i'd eat crazily.. that went on til like a month ago.. and from that i actually put on weight. because if your body's used to not having anything, when you eat irregular like that, your body's in shock, and stores all that.. but i'm proud to say over the three, almost four years.. i've gained twenty pounds.. but i lost fifteen of it over the summer.. idk. it just made me really happy..